tues june 15 2004- 

bringing back an old fave for you all.

I love my boyfriend Joel because he the sweetest guy i have ever known, and he would do anything for any one.  I love my boyfriend because he'd do anything for me.  I love my boyfriend because he goes on mexican food picnics(peekneeks) with me.  I love my boyfriend because he picks me wild flowers.  I love my boyfriend because he writes me songs.  I love my boyfriend because he makes me cds of our  songs.  I love my boyfriend because he makes me laugh.  I love my boyfriend because he is a humongous loser and i can be myself around him.  I love my boyfriend because i can get completly lost in him.  I love my boyfriend because he's so comfy and he lets me fall asleep on him.  I love my boyfriend because he accepts me for who i am and supports me in everything i do.  I love my boyfriend because he beleives in me, especially when it seems no one else does.  I love my boyfriend becausehe makes me PB and J sandwiches(my fave) when im not doing good.  I love my boyfriend because he risks so much when he sneaks over to see me.  I love my boyfriend because he makes me feel safe.  I love my boyfriend because he lets me borrow his sweater and keep it for weeks.  I love my boyfriend because he is so much fun to be with.  I love my boyfriend because he promises me everything will be alright, when i truely feel it wont.  I love my boyfriend because he remembered that i didnt have my alltime favorite movie that i told him about a very very long time ago and he bought it for me.  I love my boyfriend because he sees things that i dont and even though i may not realize that he is right at that moment, later on i thank him for trying to make me realize earlier to save myself some hurt.  I love my boyfriend because he picks me up everytime i am down.  I love my boyfriend because because he tells his mom that he loves her.  I love my boyfriend because he is friends with my friends.  I love my boyfriend because he makes me feel like i have never felt before.  I love my boyfriend because he is the only one that is ALWAYS there for me and wont wanna drop me over stupid shit.  I love my boyfriend because we made it through january.  I love my boyfriend because he carries my books and walks me to class.  I love my boyfriend because he likes chick flicks.  I love my boyfriend because he keeps his connections with everyone.  I love my boyfriend because he spells our names in the stars.  I love my boyfriend because he kissed my cheek and made no rush for my lips when we first started going out.  I love my boyfriend because he respects me.  I love my boyfriend because he tells me i am beautiful.  I love my boyfriend because he is beautiful.  I love my boyfriend because  i know he truely loves me.  I love my boyfriend because we are married and in our wedding picture he has a silly face.  I love my boyfriend because he took me home to meet his family.   I love my boyfriend because he makes me feel like i could write a million pages more of things like this.I love my boyfriend because this has been the best 15 months of my life.

i love you joel. thank you for everything.
                                 prp&gbk

                                                                                    <3honeybuns<3

so friday the 25th, is me n joels 2 year anniversary. 

joel you are my everything.  i cant even begin to explain how many more reasons i could add to that list.  I love you so much baby.

WOW havent written in here since...way too long ago... i think xangas pretty much dead.  well at least my site was.  but hooray i just revamped it again.  fucking britney spears is my girlfriend.  and joel is my boyfriend.  we are doing quite well.  VERY well actually.  my life lately has been pretty good.  i got my license in november and i am still super excited about it haha.  yeah, i  know its lame, but hey thats just me.  school life has been pretty good...boring, but its good.  ive just been keeping busy.  now that the holidays are over im gunna start looking for a job again.  wish me luck with that.  Xmas break was super fun cuz i could go wherever and do whatever i wanted to.  i really dont know why im writing in here...no one reads it anyway, but if you do let me know. 

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WOW i havent written in her for a loooong time!! i think xanga is kind of phasing out huh? well i  just wanted to stop by and show you a picture of me and joel at knotts berry farm on satuarday:

love is a beautiful thing

HI every one...how are you? im ok...my weekend was fun, but also a little rough for my family.  we were making funeral arrangements all weekend long.  but it wasnt all that horrible for me, just seeing my family going through all this stuff makes me sad...cuz theyre really sad so i guess it rubs off on me.  friday night i didnt do anything. stayed home and answered the million phone calls that we were getting.  every body in the world was calling to know info or to say sorry.  dont get me wrong, its nnice to know how many people care.  people were brining us flowers and food.  we really know some nice people.  satuarday i slept in, and then at like 4 me n liz and joel went to the St. Pius bazaar. lol we had alot of fun. good times, good times.  it was nice it got my mind of things.  sunday i went around the IB area and visited some people. then came home and shelbi and traci came over and i had to babysit them for a couple of hours then i stayed up till 11 45 doing my homework. so yeah im pretty beat.  well thats it for now. talk at you all later.

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